a whole lot a nothin

basically, i've done nothing today. haven't even practiced. wait, i spent much time on the computer, so i guess that counts as doing something. well, i've done nothing constructive all day. no practice. i feel so guilty about that too. you'd think i killed someone. i gotsta gotsta gotsta PRACTICE BABaH!!!

nick has incited a new policy; brother sister bonding. i think he isn't happy i'm leaving again. i think i'm not happy about it either. he comes in my room when i'm reading one of my 5 unread books, throws a pillow at my head, and insists we connect. it's kindof funny. i pretend i don't like it, but i really do. he is an uncannily good judge of character, and his opinion matters to me.

joy= eating 29cent mac and cheese straight out of the pan. with NO FORK. :-D