me: an understudy

don't know what is wrong with me. my stomach aches. my heart aches. i hate being like this, this trite emotional idiot. so i'm not going to be.

lalala, life is great! i stepped in a really cute mud puddle today, and it splashed up really cool. i love it when it rains in november, especially when it isn't freezing! it sure is fun! and the area recital today was great! i love listening to other people play especially when they play pretty music! i'm just sad there wasn't any beyonce or anything. oh well! life is still fun! wheeeee!!! oh, and my blister on my thumb isn't going away but i still play cello! that is fun! lalala!

omg, i'm laughing at myself. please, friends, follow suit.