i'm retarded
i'm so irritable all the damn time, i have a feeling i'm really starting to piss people off. people close to me. i'm like a little kid, just in complete LACK of control over everything regarding myself. i'm retarded. i really am. i pity people who have to deal with me on a day to day basis. i just am...not.
i have this urge to lock myself away from people until i get it. until i stop overreacting to everything that comes across me...i may not show it much anymore, but its down there...festering. and it just explodes towards people i don't want to explode at.
i'm a big bundle of flaw. a big vat of nothing. a canvas splattered with the jackson pollock of sin. i'm a festing boil on the ass of life.
posted by bartholdy's slave @ 23:30
4 Comments:
Smile, Jillian!
I like your new blog, but it's really hard to read the text of your posts. Is there a way to change the background of just the part where the posts are?
correction: a big vat of amazingness.
I know, I know...it is a tough life we lead. But if we didn't suffer, who would?
I'M KIDDING! Jillian, you are big vast of sheer coolness and general sweetness. We "deal" with you because we think, nay, know you rock. I love you like a hobo loves refrigerator boxes.
Also, sin is nothing, for we are forgiven. Rest in salvific assurence. And if you don't, I'ma gonna come down to WMU on my break and follow you around singing Fanny Crosby's "Blessed Assurance." Your ears will bleed for days :D.
dan makes me giggle. i'd be a boiling mess without his brotherly assuarnce.
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