*sighs happily*

or this could be mistrewn as gasping for breath. i am having some trouble with breathing today. probably due to my cough. it isn't a huge big deal. worth noting though, especially because i sound really freaky as i wheeze. gross.

i am really starting to freak out about this whole concerto soloist audition. i am pretty sure i won't make it. they will laugh at me as i slink away in humiliation. the musical prodigies of the state of michigan will look on as i am emotionally slain by the hands of the judges. these are the thoughts that motivate me, people. i am nuts. i practiced until i literally passed out. i am really insane.

but at least the week is almost over. it's friday. the weekend, times of sleeping and cleaning and practicing, beckon. i respond.

everyone is getting on the blog wagon. i feel so special.

and i really can't wait until MYAF. last year it was a little lame, but this year, i can just tell that it will be so much fun. i will be incredibly busy, for one. maybe doing this solo thing, probably not though. at least i will be doing the orchestra. the instrumentation is weird, so we might be doing a big symphony by shostakovitch. i hope i hope i hope. or maybe the rite of spring, by stravinsky. that would rock.

string quartet in f major by ravel